Suddenly feel like dropping a new entry after looking at my frenz's blog. Heez.. its been a week plus since i last blog.

Recently, there are really a lots of ups and downs for me... sadz and happy moments. Dun talk about the down times, all is already past. Recently did quite a lot of things and staying out late haha.. dun think i have so much time to spend on enjoyment next year le... Went out with frenz for late night movies (Enchanted and Alvin and the Chipmunks) - my next one in mind is the Waterhorse, shopping and met up with my secondary schools friends... It's been a long long time since i last meet up with them.

Last Saturday, i met up with one of my secondary school frenz, supposedly he is to accompanying me to buy christmas present, end up we went for food and drinks marathon. First, we went Secret Recipe then we went to shop a while. After that, we went Aijisen for dinner follow by desert at the restaurant next to it. After which, we went for coffee and dessert at TCC. This whole things started from 4 pm till 1am. I was so surprised.. only two of us yet we have soooo much things to talk about but i realli enjoyed myself. We passed by the Cathay and went for a movie.. wow its my first time watching movie at 1 plus in the morning... although he fell asleep but who cares i enjoy the movie.. haha...

Its really great to meet up with old friends... you will have lots of things to tok and recapping the past events can make you laugh till i cry... its really interesting especially you find out things that you dunno...

Now, is a period of headaches.. keke nothing much serious just that i do not know what to buy for my colleagues for Christmas.. Wanna buy something useful but the crowds along Orchard Road make me give up on shopping... Hopefully i'll be able to get all present tomorrow!

Anyway.. just a recommendation - the Alvin and the Chipmunks is really a nice movie, you shld catch it if possible..  

Be Strong

Now, i truly understand there is nothing as sad as compared to losing your loved ones. These few days, i learnt to be stronger and understand the importance of my loved ones. My friends, it is important to treasure your family and friends, you will never know what will happened.

The first news that appear on the first page of the newspaper these few days will be the news of the National dragonboaters. Every morning, I'll hold back my tears when reading the articles and when i saw the saddness in their family members and friends during the evening news broadcast.

You got to believe life is really unpredictable.... 22 members went but only 17 came back... They were a team that bring Singapore proud but now it's change the whole history. They went as a team on last Thursday but the tragedy happened unexpectedly on friday. The boat capsized... 5 of them were found only on Sunday. They just want to contribute one way or another to the country but this just happened unpredictably. They were doing their beloved sports when their life is taken away. One of them who try to avoid things that could poise danger in order to continue playing in this sports but who can predict that his life is taken away when he is in the dragonboat competition.

Their family members and friends did not expect that this will happened and were awaiting their children and siblings to come home safely after the competition. But this day will never happen again.... I could really understand how their family members and friends are feeling now, even as someone who do not know them, I could feel the pain. 

Its really a lost to our country... They were young, diligent and passionate in dragonboat but the tragedy had brought the end of the passion.  My deepest condolences to their family members and friends... Hope you will be strong and overcome this difficult period. To the other members of the National dragonboat team... Hope that you guys will be strong and continue to show your passion in this sports. I believe that the other 5 members will like to see that the team get strong and continue to help them in achieving great results and bring them proud.

Thanks to the 5 members who once brought our country proud, its really a lost to the country & the National team...

It's almost a month since my last examination paper. Everyday is like a routine to me. Staying at home most of the time. I think by the next time u guys see me, i think u might not be able to recognise me... haha getting fatter i guess. Recently, i do not know why but i'm having a complicated and uneasy feeling. I don't know is it because of results or work or something else. Despite many resumes are sent, there's still no calls from any company. Sooo sadz... But thanks to my frenz who told me that they might not be replying fast so just continue trying. Although i know what job i'm aiming and hope to get, its rather hard as things normally won't happen as you wanted. I just hope that everytime will turn out well and i'm able to achieve my goals. Haha just another thanks to another of my frenz who give me ideas on how to spend on these boring days and ask me out too.  

Back...

It's already two months since i last blog... keke i know its realli veri long le.. sorri coz was busying with project and examinations for the past months. Now, everything is over, have been rotting @ home for the past one week. I think i realli cannot enjoy 'tai tai' life, i just not used to the freedom days (nothing to do). Hopefully i can find a job real soon.

It's realli sad to leave the schooling days, realli miss the days in school and all my frenz who went through the ups and down as well as the sleepless night with me. But it is the part and parcel of life... we have to accept the fact. These two months... many things had happened - i had my happiest period and my saddest period. What past is alreadi past, i realli need to look forward instead of looking back.

Sometimes, i realli think tat i dun understand myself, so recently i have been trying to figure out what i realli want in life.. hoping to set a goal/ target in life. Hopefulli i will be able to set myself a goal soon.